Ah-Nat-oh-Me!

So it has been...errrr.....(calculating)..75 days! 75 days in MSU. What?? Michigan State University?? (I wish! duh.) hmm..'course not! It's Management & Science University...the university of choice.. Yes. *wink*

And mid semester exam is coming over this Monday.
Ya Allah, cepatnya!
The very first paper we'll be sitting is Anatomy & Physiology,
the subject I lurrve the most!
Why is the subject so easy??
Why is my brain being sooo good at memorizing everything??
Ok, I'm being sarcastic.
Grrr!

I need help. Can you bancuh 20 cups of coffee for me?? So I can stay up all night long and sumbat everything in this tiny brain. Thanks!

p/s: Good Luck peeps!

For NOW

I'm learning to adapt
To entertain my small little world when Uncle TV and Auntie Internet are not around
To be creative finding alternative, taking risks when most of the Technology's Family can't live with me in the hostel
Except Bro Air-cond
Others are just too obese that I couldn't find a space for them
Yes, I'm now living in that tiny cubicle
What's more,
It's winter every night!

I'm trying to
sleep as safe and sound as possible
When the light is still on, striking my closed sepet eyes
When the sound of people and objects moving, hitting my eardrums
So I don't run late for class anymore
I don't wanna go to class without taking a bath, not again!

I'm planning to
go back to my comfy cozy home every weekend
Mama.. Ayah.. pretty2 please fetch me!
I wanna update facebook
Skype with my babies!
Call my sayangs!
Quarrel with my 2 kitties
Eat mama's cooking
Do laundry
And have everything exactly the way I want!

I wanna
Live every second of my life
Do things which can at least benefit me and others in some way
So I don't feel bad waking up in the morning 4 wasting my time the day before
Be my very best self
in every single thing I do
Sleep less, study more, day-dream less, drink more, work-out more, eat.......more but less!
;)

p/s: Not even one vision of "What I'm gonna be in the next 3 years" pop out on my mind. I'm tawakal-ing. O Dear God, whatever it is, make it a good one!

How Do I

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good time that made us laugh
outweigh the bad
I thought we'd get to see forever
but forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
I don't know where this road is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
and what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memory
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

-Boyz II Men-

Part Time Job= Self Discovering + Experience + Money

Yay, I’m back-to blogging, as well as….studies! It’s been months since I left both.. the fact that the modem broke down and I had been working part time really turned my writing skills off!..n my brain was running out of idea! Even if there were some ideas, I was just too tired to type them down.. O God! my very 1st part time job was at DD, n it was……hectic and chaotic especially on weekends! Yet I do love the fact that I was surrounded by colorful donuts n munchkins, yummy sandwiches n nice latte n plus, I get to eat them every day! So, quiet worth it, right? ;) but, the job was so exhausting that I could only tahan for 2 weeks before I quit.. hmm.. guess I’m not suit 4 the job eh? hehe! :p

My 2nd job was at a Muslimah Shop Centre near my house.. This time I’m surrounded by Muslimahs wear.. And I love them as much as I love food! :) and actually before I even started working at DD, I was more interested working in that shop so 1 day I just walked in confidently and met the owner and told her my hajat.. then she asked me, “awak tau jahit tak?” so I said, “tau sikit2..” then she said, “awk tau alter baju guna mesin?” and I was like ‘oh no, darn it!’ so I replied, “errr….jahit biase2 guna tangan bley la..tp guna mesin tak reti..alter baju lagi la tak tau langsung..hehe.. “.. So in the end, I got rejected! Hampa! :( Tu la.. dulu Mama suruh gi masuk kelas menjahit after SPM, taknak.. degil..byk alasan.. leceh la, malas la, terlampau keperempuanan la.. sekarang, rasakan! Melepas gaji RM1000++! Padan muka!

But hey, 1 and a half month later, she called me back asking whether I still want to work with her.. alamak! I still don’t know how to sew! laa… chillex! She just wanted me to be a salesgirl throughout the Ramadhan.. no need to sew and all..owh..cehh.. if like that, of course la I want! :) so there I go.. starting my 1st day of so called the dream job.. keeping the shop clean, layan-ing the happy customers along with the problematic ones, as they were looking for baju rayas.. n I hope I’ve given them the best service during my working days although there was a couple of customer that really tried my patience that a small argument happened between us.. but because they were the customer, I surrendered!

p/s: try putting your feet into other people’s shoes regardless what the sizes are..make it fit nicely, then u’ll know!

an Icy State of Mind

Ice skating
I really thought it was my thing
Yet, it was harder than it seems
Unsecured feeling crept under my skin
Every time I step into the rink
Owh, not to forget the adrenaline

Feels like my legs are gonna twist
Every time I move an inch
Feels like my bones are gonna break
Every time my hands are free
Find it hard to achieve stability
As if I'm on a zero gravity

Worst to imagine myself fall
In the middle of the pros all
And I finally stay out of the rink
Once a beautiful blister made its way in
On my rough ankle, it's sticking
And there I go, limping the next morning

I'm bad at this
I know i am
But I'm gonna do it again
I sure am

;)

p/s: Pulau Tioman...I'm coming!! weee~

a Tribute

Ashley, Arfah, Syireen, Kak Mimi, Hanaa, little Nasyrah


Cheryl, Fiza, Ashley, Mimi, Izza, Nadiah, Hanaa, Aisyah, Syireen


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love but it came to soon
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Will we think bout tomorrow like we think bout now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be the shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when i leave this town?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever..

Malacca-lacca

Honestly, I'm not a good photographer...and I'm not into History...but here are some souvenirs I brought back to feed your eyes...so, no complain, please! :p

Perigi Hang Tuah....err.. do you have Perigi Hang Syireen??


Let's play.....Roda Impian!!


Menara Taming Sari..(mak...saya gayat!!)


Chuanteknye(cantiknya) kasut itu..


my favourite! say 'keju'....!!!

What are those called?? piring hitam dan pemainnya..??


seterika yang menggunakan arang..jimat eletrik!...but how bout pollution??


The City..well..a quarter of it, actually..


Fellas, I'm begging u please don't ask me what building this is
cuz i totally have NO IDEA!


The Ship Restaurant?? No!! It's Muzium Samudera or The Marine Museum!
Kudos!!

p/s: I told you I'm not a good photographer! and didn't I tell you I'm not into History?? I did! and I'm done! I'm outta here! =)