Gastric strikes!

Only myself to blame for eating super hot & spicy sambal belacan with an empty stomach. BRAVO!

Love to read.

I LOVE TO READ and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read an and read and read and read and and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read and read.

(I'm trying to hypnotize myself to fall in love with reading)

Okay, this ain't working!

This might sound absurd, but I miss reading.

Last weekend, I found my hand running through the books neatly arranged on a 3-tier white bookshelf of mine. Long left untouched, a bit dusty. At the upper part of the shelf, just besidethe glass chess set, lined up all the books that I've read repeatedly for quite a few times, since I was in high school; while at the middle part to the left, allocated the books I haven't "truly" read since the day I bought them, which is a couple of years ago. And all the insignificant magazines go to the lowest shelf. Basically, that's the way I arrange my books.

After the choosing and thinking of what to read, I grabbed a Reader's Digest from the middle part of the shelf and looked at the date.

September 2009.

Darn it, that's like a year and 3 months ago! And amazingly, I had just read the first 10 pages upon buying before I dumped it on the book shelf and didn't bother to read it ever since. (Well done, Syireen!)

So now comes the time when I'm getting soooo fed up reading my college books and lab reports and lecture notes, I feel like "GRRR!!". Come on, gimme something "relaxing". You know, those that have nothing to do with exams and quizzes. And nothing to do with school, at all. And the kind that won't make me go "Urrgghh!". Yeah, I need those kind of books.

I was thinking of going to the library since it does me good by helping me save some bucks. But then, my "perfect-until-night-classes" doesn't seem to lemme go :(

Thanks a zillion to the people who arranged my timetable for this sem! Your effort is very much appreciated! :-/

Somehow I know MPH and Kinokuniya are waiting for me.

Yeah!! Come to me, my dear BOOK-eyyy! :)

Shooo...Shoooo!

"Looking at old photos make me smile and brings the good old memories back."

I did smile, but then I frowned. They were not all that good afterall. And now I started missing and questioning and regretting. Like an idiot! Urghh. My guard isn't up to delete them anyhow. Not now, not yet. But everytime I open the folder, I wish I could just see something like,

so it wouldn't be such a downer.

But then again, in the end, what's the purpose of them still existing in my thumbdrive?? Wouldn't it be better if I just deleted them?

But then again and again, even if I deleted them, they'd still linger in my thought if they want to. Not that they can be thrown out of my brainiac memory anyway. Sigh.

Go away, memories. If you can't, at least, just hold urself at arm's length. Don't come near me, and stop trying to bring me down.

(Mind you, I'm talking to CERTAIN memories yeaa, not all, so don't terasa *wink*)

Or is it me who should be maintaining the stronghold everytime 'that' memories come to attack??

Hmmm.. That's it!

I'd better go get something to eat. Food never fails to cheer me up.

Soooon, fellas! :)

Oh Sunday!

Sabtu semalam pergi Teluk Intan, kenduri kahwin Mahfuz & kak Aini. Pakai baju kurung simple sahaja.

Did I look like a makcik?! Haha

Pagi bertolak ke Teluk Intan, sampai Teluk Intan tengahari, pastu makan2, berbual mesra dengan saudara mara yang dah lama tak jumpa, yang jauh yang dekat (some saya tak berapa kenal, some saya ingat2 lupa), hehe. Walaupun suasana sedikit suram tanpa kehadiran pengantin, tapi majlis tetap diteruskan. Semoga Mahfuz cepat2 sembuh ye. Kak Aini, sabar banyak2..

After dah settle sume2, petang tu terus balik Gombak balik. Penat weh duduk dlm kereta. Ayah lagi penat kott, sbb beliau yang drive. So, conclusion nya, tidur semalam memang berdengkur seperti gajah! Teehee.

Today Ahad. Bangun tidur di atas katil sendiri, di dalam bilik sendiri, di rumah family, berbalut comforter memeluk bantal busuk, diluar bilik terdengar suara Ayah and Mama sedang berborak2 dengan suara yg kuat. (Arfah was always afraid when she slept at my house, she thought they were fighting sebab dua2 cakap kuat2, but they were not, actually.) Mereka memang suka cakap kuat2, dah memang style diorang berborak bergurau begitu. That's why kite yg dalam bilik tutup pintu ni pun boleh dgr diorang berborak from dapur kat bawah or from their bilik which is opposite of my room. Haha.

Conclusionnya, I love home. *inhale and exhale calmlyy* :)

I miss you already!

p/s: Masih teringat-ingat tepi kereta, entrance dewan before mereka balik dan sebelah surau R&R.

May I have a cup of saree?

Ahoy-hoy! I fell in love with sarees!

We went to a saree shop today. Located at Jalan Masjid India. For the first time in my life, I stepped into a saree shop. Hamaigadd! Macam lipas kudung kaki ni melangkah masuk kedai tu while browsing for the salesperson. Mana niii? Takde org nak layan customer kee. I was stopped by a petite indian lady whom i first thought was a guy coz she's almost bald. Oh yeaaa!! Lupa plak semalam Thaipusam. Nyanyuk sudaa. Haha. Much relief knowing she is a lady, coz I never feel comfortable getting a consult, particularly regarding hal2 keperempuanan, from a stranger guy. Harap maklum ye.

Whoa, look at the sareess!! I straightaway went "Eh, yang ni cantik! Oh, yang ni lagi cantik! Oh my god, this onee, cantik gilee!" Pardon me, saya memang jakun! Buat malu jek >.<

6 meters each saree. Gila panjang! How I wish I knew how to belit2 & lilit2 the saree, like my lecturer from India does. She wears beautiful saree everyday to campus. Different vibrant colours everyday. And I totally love almost all of her sarees! I admire her traditionalism. Though I sometimes wonder what will happen if she gets chased by a mad dog off campus, how is she gonna run in that?? (My imagination and me are always like this. I'm sorry, doc. Hehe) But what's more amazing is that she doesn't use any brooch to secure the saree, but the saree looks so....well-behaved! How does she do thatt?? Okay, I'm a coward, so I'm not gonna ask her. Haha

Aduh, now tetiba terasa nak beli saree, nak hantar tailor buat baju kuruuunngg. Tee-hee.

Sape nak pegi India, angkat tangan!! Nak pesan saree boleh?? :D

Zzzz :)

One completed homework a day, and I shall sleep soundlyyy :))

Wake up Wake up!

Wake up everybody
No more sleepin' in bed
No more backward thinkin'
Time for thinkin' ahead

The world has changed
So very much
From what it used to be
There is so much hatred
War and poverty

Wake up, all the teachers
Time to teach a new way
Maybe then they'll listen
To what'cha have to say

'Cause they're the ones who's coming up
And the world is in their hands
When you teach the children
Teach 'em the very best you can

The world won't get no better
If we just let it be
The world won't get no better
We gotta change it, yeah
Just you and me

Wake up, all the doctors
Make the old people well
They're the ones who suffer
And who catch all the hell

But they don't have so very long
Before the Judgment Day
So wont'cha make them happy
Before they pass away

Wake up, all the builders
Time to build a new land
I know we can do it
If we all lend a hand

The only thing we have to do
Is put it in our mind
Surely things will work out
They do it every time

The world won't get no better
If we just let it be,
The world won't get no better
We gotta change it, yeah.

-John Legend