I love to watch my father paint.

Really, I love to hear him talk while he paint it.

I learnt a lot about my dad that way.

He told me all sorts of things like

how he got his first job delivering hay and

how he wished he'd finished college.

Then one day he surprised me.

Father: What's going on with you and uh, Bryce Loski?

Me: Wh-what do you mean? Nothing.

Father: Aw, okay. My mistake.

Me: Why would you even think that?

Father: No reason. Just that you..talk about him all the time.

Me: I do?

Father: Um-hmm.

Me: I don't know. I guess it's something about his eyes, or maybe his smile.

Father: What about him?

Me: What?

Father: You have to look at the whole landscape.

Me: What does that mean?

Father: The painting is more than the sum of its parts. The cow by itself is just a cow. The meadow by itself is just grass, flowers. And the sun peeking through the tree is just a beam of light. When you put them all together, then it can be..magic.

I didn't really understand what he was saying, until one afternoon while I was up on a sycamore tree. I was rescuing a kite. It was a long way up, higher than I've ever been. And the higher I got, the more amazed I was by the view. I began to notice how wonderful the Grace smell, like sunshine and wild grass. I couldn't stop breathing it in. Filling my lungs with the sweetest smell I've ever known.

Bryce: Hey, you found my kite!

Me: Bryce, you should come up here. So beautiful.

Bryce: I, I can't. I strained my, um...I have a rash.

From that moment on, that became my spot.

-As quoted from the movie "Flipped"-

Cerita Kasut 2

Tadi pergi KLCC.

Beli kasut.

Ngeee~

Mama pilihkan, Ayah bayarkan.

I knowww

it's RED!

I wanted black tapi takde yang berkenan di hati.

Kasut niii available in 3 colours.

I prefered mustard

Mama loved Green (Not this green but this green)

& Ayah chose red!

Kena ikut citarasa YB (Yang Bayar) lah ye!

So, red it is.

& I heart it! :D

Terima kasih Ayah! Terima kasih Mama! :)

Selesai sudah cerita kasut.

Yay!

p/s: Kalau pakai baju hijau, seluar oren, ngan kasut tu, kompom kena cop traffic light kann! Btw, is red really the new black??

Cerita Kasut.

Syireen: Ayah.. Syireen ingat nak beli kasut.. Kasut yang Syireen selalu pakai tu dah nak terkopak dah depan dia.. *muka mintak simpati*

Ayah: Nak beli kasut apa? Syireen kan dah banyak kasut..

Syireen: Memang lah syireen banyak kasut, tapi kasut2 tu untuk jalan2.. Syireen nak beli kasut utk pakai everyday pegi kelas.. Syireen kan pegi kelas jalan kaki, lalu kat atas jalan banyak batu2, dgn hujan basah, lumpur lagii.. Nak masuk lab pun kena pakai kasut. Syireen nak kasut yg selesa, tahan lasak, like leather, kaler hitam..

Ayah: Haa, tu dalam kotak tu ada but polis Ayah. Bagus but tu, tahan lasak. Bawak masuk hutan pun bolehhh. Cuba Syireen try pakai.

Syireen: *Sigh* Ayah niiii -_-"

Worst Feeling

The worst feeling isn't being lonely,

but forgotten by someone you can't forget;

loving someone you can't be with;

to look back and see how things used to be, knowing it'll never be the same;

& realizing it doesn't matter to them anymore because they've found someone new.

Dah nak terberak, baru nak korek lubang??

Clinical Biochem paper tomorrow. Last minute study, as usual lah kann. Heee.

Peribahasa yang Mama & arwah Opah selalu guna dalam keadaan yang sebegini:

"Dah nak terberak, baru nak korek lubang."

Eww. Haha. Do not try this at home, okay. I repeat, DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.

Mm-hmm. Unarranged notes leave the round table space-less. I even had to place the laptop on top of my lap while constantly googling (pause Facebook) with full of caution not to drop it on the hard bare tiles. Ahhhh. Feels good when my lap is warmm.

My notes are not as many. What made the table full were my roomate's books. As a medic student, she's wayy much busier than me. And she's using wayy much different types of book. Mula2, petak jugak kepala tengok, tapi lama2 dah biasa dah. Tak cukup 1 rak buku lebar 3 tingkat, she was thinking of buying another one! "Wow" kann?? Haha. I sometimes borrow some of her books. They had help me a lot. Thank you soo much tuan punya buku! :) She is besides, oh-so-generous she let me share the table with her. So we romantically study together. I'll ask her if I don't understand, and she'll ask me if she doesn't understand. Psst, it's called symbiosis, people. Sharing is caring, helping is loving ;)

Okayy, I've exceeded my take-five. Banyak nye lagiii tak studyyy.

Wahai mata, tiada tidur bagimu malam ini ye! @_@

Nyesal tak study awal-awal. In other words, nyesal tak korek lubang awal2.

Okay bye!

p/s: Pandai org dolu-dolu buat peribahasa kann? Makan dalam, shiott ;P

The last straw.

You don't have to call

anymore

I won't pick up the phone.

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore.

Could've loved you all my life

if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold.

SORRY, THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED IS NOT REACHABLE.

Tet tet tetttt!!

*You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift.

Happy Birthday Ayah!

Hari niii birthday Ayah. Happy Birthday Ayah!

Besokk public holiday. Tahniah bola! Tahniah Malaysia!

Masih di Shah Alam sebab Mama and Ayah masih di JB. Honeymoon kott. *jealous*

Taknak balik Gombak until they're home.

Besok pagi mereka balik Gombak.

Tadiii, pergi hospital, tapiii, doktor takde. Assistant doktor plak, mentang2 doktor cutii, dia pun nak tumpang sekaki jugaakk.

So, kena datang balik besok pagi pukul 9.30.

Besokk before balik Gombak, kena singgah hospital duluuu.

Malasnyeee.

Next week Mid term exam.

Stress stress!

Terasa nak tengok movie.

The pelancong.

Tix dah book.

Yeay!

Later, we're going!

Excited weiihh!!

(tak sedar diri next week nak exam)

Haha. Lantaklah!

Again, Happy Birthday Ayah!

Lotsa lovess.