They look pretty, pretty bad for your health.

Lately terasa macam nak pakai heels pulak. But but I don't have any heels. Not even a single pair. None. Zero. Nada.

Yes, I'm telling you the truth.

What? You saw me wearing 3-inch heels?? Aw, that was my mom's, fyi.

I'm serious. Por favor, trust me..! Grr!

*jenguk my rak kasut*

Pumps...pumps...pumps....flat sandals...flat slipper....wedges...pumps....flats lagii...

Hurrrmmmm. *yawn*

BORRRIINGG!!

So, I decided to browse the net! eBay..!! Since I found it to be the most easy place to find stuff. Just type "heels" then search, and tadaa! hundreds, or sometimes, thousands come out. *wink*

And wuuu. That looks nice! but too pricey.. Naahh!

Owh, thats cheap cheap cheap! But why is it so ugly??

Browse and browse. And suddenly my eyes were glued! To this!

A 7-inch heels???!!! Who on earth would want to wear thiss??!!

Is this picture for real?? or maybe just a piece of edited picture trying to cheat our eyes?

Well, it was on sale. So, guess it's real huh??

Whoever wants to wear this, has to lift her foot up to an angle of almost 90 degrees!

GILA!

After seeing that heels, I didn't feel that much satisfied. So I googled.

And guess what i found?? Yes, I found even more super crazy high heels!!

And the winner goes to......*drum roll*

Mihai Albu 12-inch heels!!

OMG!!!

Again, WHO ON EARTH WOULD WANT TO WEAR THAT??!!

WHO ON THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE WOULD BE DARING(STUPID IS A MEAN WORD) ENOUGH TO BUY THAT??!!

DOUBLE TRIPLE THE GILA-NESS!

Don't you love your backboneS??

Even if they give them to me for free, I won't wear those!!

NEVER..!!!

"If people value their health, avoid these killer heels at all costs - they're not worth the risk",

-The Mirror quoted Health And fitness chief Dax Moy, as saying.

Hmm. Better stick to the boring me, ah guess.

Wink!

What do you wanna be??

I want to be an ENTREPRENEUR

:)

Mom: What???!! Then what for u amek science courses all this while???

o_O


Hee.

1 Syawal 1431H

Wishing all muslims

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin

May the Guidence and Blessings of Allah be with me and my family as well.. Aminn.

Patience is always a virtue.

There are times when I look into myself and I find nothing. There are times when I look around me and I see nobody. There are times when I feel so empty.

Yes, I smile. I laugh. I chat. I nag. I sleep. I eat. Living up my routine with the people of my life. They love me, I love them, we talk, we have fun when we have the chance. But when the night arrives, there'll come a time when I just need to cry and cry. The feelings, the pain, the loneliness. Sometimes I wish I could share them with someone. But then I realized sometimes, it's better to keep everything to myself, and Him. He knows everything, everything that I'm feeling, every single thing that I'm hiding behind these smiles I'm faking.
To Him I beg, I cry, I ask.



When will I find the true happiness? When will I stop crying over things that are hard to be explained? How long do I have to go through all this?



No answers yet.

All I see was a piece of sticky note with just a single word on it.
Simple yet powerful word that has been keeping me strong all this while.
That is, "SABAR".
And I gained a little strength.



Keep on reminding myself, there's no giving up in life. I won't let myself give up no matter how hard, how heavy, how painful, how daunting the tests are, I won't stop praying hoping to find the happiness I've been longing for. Believe there'll be a light at the end of this tunnel. I just have to keep walking and I know I'm not walking alone. He is and will always be with me.

Baju Raya Hunting! Too early, no??

Day 14 of Ramadhan, and I've just started...BAJU RAYA hunting!! Yeay!! Do you think it's too early?? or too late?? Hmm.. I think, for those yang beli ready made (like me), it's too early lah kalau nak beli baju raya sekarang.. Dont cha think?? Kalau tempah, tu lain cerita lah, sebab kena beli kain and kena tempah even a few months before puasa start to avoid kes "baju raya tak siap".

Actually masa start2 puasa tu, Mama dah tanya dah.. "Syireen baju raya tahun ni beli tak?"

"Hmm.. tak beli kott.. Pakai je lah apa yang ada.. banyak baju yang Syireen baru pakai sekali dua, so, pakai yang jarang2 pakai tu je lah..membazir plak kalau beli..Baju Syireen kan dah banyak.."

(Cece, penjimat lah konon) :p

Pastu tetiba Mama cakap, "Eh, nape taknak beli..beli lah at least sepasang."

(Whoa! berbunga2 gila hati! tapi control2.. haha)

"Tapi kan last2 year Mama cakap Syireen dah banyak baju, dah tak payah beli dah.. Membazir kalau beli lagi..takpe.. Syireen boleh je pakai baju2 last year..Tak kisah punn.."

(touching lah konon.. hehe)

Mama cakap, "Beli lah baju raya k? Lagipun, dah ayah nak belanja..takkan nak tolak pulak.."

Oh YESSSS!! Dapat greenlight beli baju raya! Ingatkan tahun ni tak dapat baju baru. Dah habes pasrah and redha dah, tetiba dapat pulaak! YEAY!!

:D

Maka, bermula lah baju raya hunting saya. Rasa macam nak pakai baju plain all white lah tahun ni. Taknak ada corak2, cuma nak ada manik2 kat leher and lengan dia. Yes, simple sahaja. Ngee~

Hanaa cakap, "Awak nak kahwin ke apa pakai kaler putih semua siap ngan manik2 tu sume?!"

Haha! Pengantin je ke yang bley pakai baju putih and manik2? Tapi, betul jugak kann. Mcm baju akad nikah pulak kalau kaler putih semua and manik2.. :p

tapi, I dont care!! Nak kaler putih jugak! and banyak manikss! hehe

Tadi dah pegi PKNS jalan2 survey baju.. Banyak gak terjumpa baju kaler all white, tapi ada yang manik dia kurang menarik.. Terjumpa yang manik dia cantik tapi, kain dia plak bercorak. I want ALL WHITE. Kaler baju and manik2 kat leher and lengan dah cantik dah, tapi kain...SPOIL! Grr. takpelah, carik lain. Pastu terjumpa 1 baju nii!! Ya Allah, cantik GILA! Manik dia sangat MEMUKAU! tersangat amat cun!

Tapi.

Takde kaler putih!

Ada kaler peach, baby pink, baby blue.

Takde putih!

and harga dia,

OFF BUDGET!

Aaaaaaa! :(

Tapi SANGAT CANTIIIKKK... :'(

Hmmmmm... I guess kalau tak pakai kaler putih tahun ni pun takpe kott. Pakai kaler baby pink pun ok gak kott. Kaler putih KIV untuk tahun depan. Amacam?? hehehe

;)

p/s: Nak pegi survey kat tempat lain plak. Ampang Park next! Woot woot!

The so called "unknown" is now "known"!

I just found out that my very good buddies ada blogs, and they didn't let us know! After a very looonnng time, and after dah berlambak entry yg mereka post kat blog tu, baru nak bgtau?? How can you..? Ni yang nak merajuk ni! Now that I know, I AM SOO GONNA FOLLOW YOU GUYS! Heh! Bwekk! :p

Though I tengah nak merajuk dgn diorang, but I can't deny the fact that I was happy they have got themselves a blog. It's not that I wanna stalk, but yeah, maybe some people call it stalking, but NO..! It's not stalking! Not when it comes to blog! Reading people's blog is not stalking! You see, we read other people's blogs because they share stories, stuffs, etc etc. and from there, we can gain some knowledge or useful thoughts, advices, pengajaran based on their experiences, and yada yada. Kann. As for me and my friends, we hardly can meet each other. Takkan nak call them everyday just to keep updated on their daily activity kann? (Koyak lah poket nak beli top up!) And sometimes, there will be things that can't be put into spoken words, right? Like sometimes, we just dont know with whom to share, to let out what we think, our opinions, what so ever. And sometimes, those things that we wanna deliver don't meant for anyone pun, no one specifically. It's for everyone, anyone, random. Right? So blog will be the right place to spill it all out and spread it, at cheaper cost. If you get what I mean. hehe.

Gosh, apa yang aku bebel ni?

Ok2. To all blog readers, YOU ARE NOT A STALKER. So, just chillax ok! Cuz I am a stalker, err, I mean, a BLOG READER too! ;)

To all bloggers, do expect my visit yeah!

Ciao!

p/s: Sharing is caring :)

"Syireen is caring" pun boleh jugak!

You're here finally!

Ya Ramadhan.. There you are!! We've been waiting for you.. Been missing you.. Soo glad that we finally met! Alhamdulillah..

Tapi the sad part is

Saya. Masih Berdarah.

Sedih okayy. Orang lain sume pegi terawikh tadi, borak2 bout nak sahur apa and everything, yet me, tak boleh puasa on the very first day of puasa.. Ya Allah. Sedih.
*Down* (lagi).
Cepat lah keringggg!! :(

Oh oh oh! Now I'm at my bestie's place, Arfah. Will be sleeping over here tonite. Yes, post exam period makes me feel soo bahagia sebab I can merayap-rayap.
;)

Yesterday, Ashley called me, so we discussed about HANAA's SURPRISE BIRTHDAY BASH! It will be on this Friday after berbuka, insyaAllah..Hopefully Hanaa tak bukak my blog ni, if not, habes lah kantoii! So we've got the rough plan on mind already, like the place, what we're gonna do, how to make it a surprise, who to invite, the cake, the present and yada yada. So, today, I called Arfah and discussed with her pulak, asking her if she has anything that she'd love to add on that could upgrade the party from good to AWESOME! ;p

Right after, we decided to pergi OU to carik the stuff, whatever we need. We went in to Toys'R'Us, (I can sit there for HOURS without feeling bored, I tell ya! hehe) childish eh? Whatever, we were looking for baloonssss!! We wanna have loads of balloon around on that day! I wanted to buy the "pret-pret" thingy, you know the ones that when we blow, dia kuar bunyik "Preetttttt!!"?? you know? yeah, so I wanted to buy thatt!! Like, make some noise, bebeh..!! Tapiii, tadi benda tu kat situ mcm mahal sangat. So, beli belon je lah. 50 round balloons+few red heart shaped baloons. I'm gonna find that 'pret-pret' thingy kat tempat lain yg lagi murah! hehe

Ok present pulak, bought already! 3 choices, we picked the one that was mostly voted. Arfah and Ashley suka this baju, while i liked that baju, so they won, we bought that baju lahh. Urmphh. I don't mind.. that baju pun cantik jugak actually! haha. Orang selalu cakap my taste and my picks selalu yang macam weird2. Reallyyy??? Haha. What to do. Being weird is SPECIAL. Eh?? :p

Ok, enough for today. Arfah wanna borrow my laptop now. Gonna update later, see ya!!

Chop chop! Did I tell y'all that my ex's dad (Arfah's uncle) is here as well, he tidur sini jugak tonite. What a coincidence! He naik my car tadi, we picked him up first before pegi rumah Arfah. Woot woot! Hehe. Ok2, behave Syireen, behave.. :p

p/s: I got his number already! Thanks to Muhaimin for helping us out! Tapi nak ajak ke tak eh?? Cuz, he's our VIP guest! Ehem2. ;) Tapi dia kan pegi terawikh.. Nak ajak ke tak?? Hmmm.... Arfah, Ashleyy! How laahh??