You're here finally!

Ya Ramadhan.. There you are!! We've been waiting for you.. Been missing you.. Soo glad that we finally met! Alhamdulillah..

Tapi the sad part is

Saya. Masih Berdarah.

Sedih okayy. Orang lain sume pegi terawikh tadi, borak2 bout nak sahur apa and everything, yet me, tak boleh puasa on the very first day of puasa.. Ya Allah. Sedih.
*Down* (lagi).
Cepat lah keringggg!! :(

Oh oh oh! Now I'm at my bestie's place, Arfah. Will be sleeping over here tonite. Yes, post exam period makes me feel soo bahagia sebab I can merayap-rayap.
;)

Yesterday, Ashley called me, so we discussed about HANAA's SURPRISE BIRTHDAY BASH! It will be on this Friday after berbuka, insyaAllah..Hopefully Hanaa tak bukak my blog ni, if not, habes lah kantoii! So we've got the rough plan on mind already, like the place, what we're gonna do, how to make it a surprise, who to invite, the cake, the present and yada yada. So, today, I called Arfah and discussed with her pulak, asking her if she has anything that she'd love to add on that could upgrade the party from good to AWESOME! ;p

Right after, we decided to pergi OU to carik the stuff, whatever we need. We went in to Toys'R'Us, (I can sit there for HOURS without feeling bored, I tell ya! hehe) childish eh? Whatever, we were looking for baloonssss!! We wanna have loads of balloon around on that day! I wanted to buy the "pret-pret" thingy, you know the ones that when we blow, dia kuar bunyik "Preetttttt!!"?? you know? yeah, so I wanted to buy thatt!! Like, make some noise, bebeh..!! Tapiii, tadi benda tu kat situ mcm mahal sangat. So, beli belon je lah. 50 round balloons+few red heart shaped baloons. I'm gonna find that 'pret-pret' thingy kat tempat lain yg lagi murah! hehe

Ok present pulak, bought already! 3 choices, we picked the one that was mostly voted. Arfah and Ashley suka this baju, while i liked that baju, so they won, we bought that baju lahh. Urmphh. I don't mind.. that baju pun cantik jugak actually! haha. Orang selalu cakap my taste and my picks selalu yang macam weird2. Reallyyy??? Haha. What to do. Being weird is SPECIAL. Eh?? :p

Ok, enough for today. Arfah wanna borrow my laptop now. Gonna update later, see ya!!

Chop chop! Did I tell y'all that my ex's dad (Arfah's uncle) is here as well, he tidur sini jugak tonite. What a coincidence! He naik my car tadi, we picked him up first before pegi rumah Arfah. Woot woot! Hehe. Ok2, behave Syireen, behave.. :p

p/s: I got his number already! Thanks to Muhaimin for helping us out! Tapi nak ajak ke tak eh?? Cuz, he's our VIP guest! Ehem2. ;) Tapi dia kan pegi terawikh.. Nak ajak ke tak?? Hmmm.... Arfah, Ashleyy! How laahh??

Exam & Lipas?? Not a good combination!

Exam. Exam. Exam.

Biochemistry Done!

English Language Awareness Done!

Anatomy & Physiology Done!

Basic Microbiology Done!

Biostatistics

4 down, 1 more to go! Yess!
Memandangkan this week adalah exam week, maka this week adalah stress week.
Stress? Urgh, dislike that word.

Actually, takde lah rasa stress sangat pun. Macam biasa jee. Tapi, tiba2, terBOCOR!
Heyyy!! Baru 11 hari lepas mandi wajib, dah berdarah balik?? What the fish????

Okay Hormones, you had just made a solid statement that I am stress. I wont deny it anymore. Okayyy, I get it. I AM STRESS. Thanks.

Dah lah tengah excited nak sambut Ramadhan, dah berangan macam2. Nak first day sahur dengan Mama lah, nak solat terawikh kat situ lah, nak berbuka makan itu lah, ini lah.. Hmm. *Down*

Hopefully before 1st Ramadhan, dah boleh mandi wajib. Amiin.

OK.

Nak start cerita lipas.

Malam tu, me and my roommate, Suhed, tgh study kat living room. Lagi sorang housemate, Thara, tgh makan roti canai banjir kat sebelah kitorang. Kitorang pun borak punya borak, tgh2 syok2 borak, tiba2, ada lah sekor makhluk kecik ni (nampak mcm belalang) terbang lintas depan kitorang. Apa lagi, melompat kitorang cabut lari! Sambil menjerit! Saya lari masuk bilik saya, Suhed lari masuk bilik Thara, kunci pintu! Thara?? Err. Tak tau, tak nampak plak Thara masuk bilik or toilet tadi. Pastu dari dalam bilik, Suhed jerit

"Amende tu yg terbang??",
Saya jawab, "Belalang kann?"

Pastu kitorang hulurkan kepala dari dalam bilik,

Thara cakap, "Lipas lah weiii"

Haaaa?? Lipas?? Tak nampak mcm lipas pun tadi. Ok. Lipas. Aaaaaa!! Camne niii.

Spray mana, spray?? Lepas dah ada spray kat tangan, baru berani keluar dari bilik. Ha, mana lipas tu, mana??

"Tuuu, kat atas laptop kau," Thara bagitau.

Kitorang dua2 terpandang Thara, pelik! Apa dia buat kat ceruk balcony tu sambil pegang tikar petak besar yang kitorang dah gulung cantik2 hari tu??

"Korang lah nii. Masuk bilik tinggalkan aku, nasib baik ada tikar ni, aku protect diri aku guna tikar ni"

Serious???

Kesiannya Thara..

HAKHAKHAKHAKHAK!

Ok2, Suhed, Syireen. Enough gelakkan Thara. Sorry tergelak, Kelakar tengok muka Thara pucat lesi kat belakang tikar busuk tuu. Haha :p

Lipas tu kat atas laptop lagii. Sheessssh! Tunggu, tunggu.. tunggu sampai lipas tu atas lantai, finally, pssssstttttt! Hah! Mati pun kau! Spray lagi, spray banyak2! Puas hati aku!

Musuh dah terbalik. Phewh! Penatnya. Berpeluh2 berperang ngan lipas. Penat jerit, penat lari, penat gelak! Lepas dah settle semua, kitorang berkumpul balik kat meja, nak sambung study lah konon. Thara nak sambung makan roti canai dia yg tergendala sebentar tadi.
FYI, kami bertiga fobia lipas ye. Harap maklum.

Moral of the story:
Pelik kan, how selfish we can be when it comes to lipas terbang, sampai sanggup tinggalkan kawan semata2 nak selamatkan diri sendiri? Hee. ;)

p/s: Lipas buat saya penat. Camne nak study utk exam? :(
*alasan semata2* :p

Happy

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain cause love won’t set you free
I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy
Just wanna be happy

Holding on tightly, just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role, slowly disappear,
But all these days, I feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by your side,
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So any turns that I can’t see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim, don’t say anything

I just wanna be happy

Leona Lewis

:)

Assalamualaikum.. Lama tak bagi salam.. Hal2 keduniaan buat saya lalai tentang perkara yg easy peasy seperti memberi salam
-_-'
yg membawa seribu satu rahmat kepada sesiapa yg ringan mulut mengucapkannya juga kepada yang ringan mulut untuk menjawabnya..

Entry kali ini dimulakan dengan sekuntum senyuman yg di-stretch dari telinga kanan ke telinga kiri dengan seikhlas hati.

Ngeee~
:D

Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat Ilahi hidup saya kini dipenuhi dgn ketenangan dan kebahagiaan yg saya sendiri tak dapat nak describe how, what, why, when, where. I seriously have no idea. Cuma kalimah Alhamdulillah yg terlahir dari hati kecil saya ni.

Almost 7 bulan saya di MSU, now saya sedang bergoyang kaki serta tangan dan badan di rumah bersama Mama tersayang. Cuti 2 minggu sebelum masuk semester baru.

Fikiran saya lapang. Tenang. Bebas dari kekusutan yang melampau.
Saya gembira. Bahagia. Bersyukur.

Harapan saya, moga ketenangan ini kekal bersemadi di dalam diri, hati serta minda saya walau apa pun yang terjadi lepas ni. Amiinn.

:)

Lagi.

Hari ini.
Saya menangis.
Lagi.
Tadi.

Ya Allah.

I wanna be a billionaire soo freaking BAD!

And buy all of the things I never had!

Err...
Me being materialistic?? RARELY really!

;)

Apakah??

"What is the meaning of life??"
Now that's the killing question! sape nak jawab, angkat tangan!! Hmmm.

Mama cakap, "Life is full of uncertainty, just take it easy."

Hanaa cakap, "Life is about keep moving on, no point dwelling on your past."

Arfah cakap, "Our life and future are fated, so just do our very best and don't worry."

Ashraf cakap, "Life is not as daunting as it seems."

Safwan cakap, "Life is not fair, but love is."

but "love" tu apa pulak?? ok, that's a different story. taknak cakap topik tu!

Islam cakap, "Life is only a test or trial for the individual to show him his true nature it is only natural that he would accept death as not so much an ending to everything but more as a beginning of the final and lasting life in the Hereafter."

Teringat Ustaz Marzuki pernah cakap, "Hidup manusia di dunia ibarat musafir, cuma singgah untuk sementara waktu je. Yang kekal itu di akhirat sana. Tujuan kita bermusafir di dunia adalah untuk mengumpul seberapa banyak bekalan utk kita berbahagia di akhirat."

And....

As for me, life sometimes can be very complicated. We don't always get what we want, our wishes don't always come true, the most unexpected things happen throughout, we tend to lose grip, we might be at wits end in finding the best solution to our problems.

But then, we'll realize that all complications, adversities, heartaches, failures are actually petanda Allah sayang pada kita, ingat pada kita, dan rindu pada kita dan jika kita sabar, tabah dan kuat menghadapi segala ujian hidup yang diberikan, insyaAllah akan ada ganjaran yang lebih baik untuk kita di kemudian hari.
Bukankah Allah itu Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang, Maha Mengetahui, Maha Adil lagi Maha Berkuasa??

Bukankah, bukankah?? :)