Saturday, November 28, 2009


I'm learning to adapt
To entertain my small little world when Uncle TV and Auntie Internet are not around
To be creative finding alternative, taking risks when most of the Technology's Family can't live with me in the hostel
Except Bro Air-cond
Others are just too obese that I couldn't find a space for them
Yes, I'm now living in that tiny cubicle
What's more,
It's winter every night!

I'm trying to
sleep as safe and sound as possible
When the light is still on, striking my closed sepet eyes
When the sound of people and objects moving, hitting my eardrums
So I don't run late for class anymore
I don't wanna go to class without taking a bath, not again!

I'm planning to
go back to my comfy cozy home every weekend
Mama.. Ayah.. pretty2 please fetch me!
I wanna update facebook
Skype with my babies!
Call my sayangs!
Quarrel with my 2 kitties
Eat mama's cooking
Do laundry
And have everything exactly the way I want!

I wanna
Live every second of my life
Do things which can at least benefit me and others in some way
So I don't feel bad waking up in the morning 4 wasting my time the day before
Be my very best self
in every single thing I do
Sleep less, study more, day-dream less, drink more, work-out more, eat.......more but less!

p/s: Not even one vision of "What I'm gonna be in the next 3 years" pop out on my mind. I'm tawakal-ing. O Dear God, whatever it is, make it a good one!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

How Do I

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good time that made us laugh
outweigh the bad
I thought we'd get to see forever
but forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
I don't know where this road is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
and what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memory
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

-Boyz II Men-